foolishness

splitting head, palpitating heart, wobbly legs, blurry vision: effects of poison abuse.

not remembering anything when i woke up in my living room: bliss

finding out that i've made a fool of myself at st james last night: fuck..

i'm sorry, guys. i'm so sorry. i totally lost control of myself.

was that wat they call unwinding n letting out of frustrations? y din i know there was so much pent-up anger inside me? wat other monsters r there in my head? will they break free again?
too many questions.. no answers...


here i go, scream my lungs out......

broken this fragile thing now
and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
and i've thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason

i feel so broken up
and i give up
i just want to tell you so you know

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one

made my mistakes, let you down
and i can't, i can't hold on for too long
i ran my whole life in the ground
and i can't, i can't get up when you're gone

and something's breaking up
i feel like giving up
i won't walk out until you know

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one

here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one, no one like you
you are my only, my only one
my only one
my only one
my only one
you are my only, my only one


thanks to law, yim, ben n bekev for watching out for me last night. i'm sorry for raging at u guys. sorry for biting yan's hand. sorry for all the retarded things i did n said. i deserved that choke-slam.