consequences

didn't sleep last night after all.

because i thought if i did i'd be killing my own chances of getting a transfer. and if i didn't sacrifice when i could have, it'd have become another regrettable decision in my life.

so instead of thinking "i should have done this, i should have done that" all the time i decided to make it "i'm gonna do it, and fucking tout de suite" when it actually matters.

i've done my best and it's all outta my hands now. on to the next one.