alcohol...

never seems like much until you puke it out. in its entirety.

me just drank. didn't think it was alot, until it alll came out. pukes till my guts are trembling... and my fingers too...

man, i shouldn't have drunk neat. but it seemed like a goood idea then... and i drank it shot by shot, so i didn't know until... well... heh.

holiday's finally here, but my mood gfor celebration is gone. because i alreaedy know whether my transfer's gonna be successful.

no more suspense/anxiety.

but then it kinda loses its fun/appeal in a way.

whats the point sin studying so mnuch when i fumbled everythinhg furing the exam.

oh well, life goes on.

maybe i'll delete this entry tomoz. haa...