idevastate

saw an article in the papers yesterday. a unsw representative would be in town today to give interviews and answer queries. so i prepped all my transcripts and went.

he said: i'm afraid you wouldn't be offered a place in unsw based on your current results. i'd suggest staying on in rmit. alternatively, if you want to go to a sydney university you can try applying to uts or macquarie, because they have slightly lower entry requirements... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

i heard: ... ... ... ... wouldn't be offered a place in unsw ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

using politically correct terms he gunned me down, like a firing squad at point blank range. essentially he's saying unsw is too good for the likes of me, my transcripts are asswipes and it'd be meaningless to even try.

even though it was obvious he was trying to be nice about it, each word stung a little. yep, a little. like an excavator gouging my guts out.

i'm so motivated.

yay.